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Transcend ft. Anya Essense

from Tea Time by Tea Fannie

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TRANSCEND

A blessing unseen untouched unheard
Given to me to grow and cultivate
Unbeknownst to me forever was never having time flashing an early expiry date
Me a vessel
To transport you from a dream
A wish come true to a deathly woke
Of me as the punchline

My days are all disoriented
Like I've been lost in a dream
That shit got me type disconnected
Like I've been sipping on some lean
And I don't wanna wake up
So I stay high way up on cloud 9
Cause we've all been through some shit
But right now I feel like I'm going through mine
Something that I'll just have to accept
Certain boys that I'll never forget
Only one of you even had a name
Everyone just told me its the game
I might mourn you but there's a time restraint
If I mourn you too long than Im insane
So I aint take no time to ease my brain
But let me tell you something
My hearts been so cold since that day
I aint know what to do
So I aint take no time to think through
What you meant to me you were a part of me
I know we born alone die alone
But that day I saw the most beautiful
Twin boys born together
And they died together
That changed my whole life
Held each other womb tomb
They knew something wasn't right
Ya they hugged each other tight
Man the lord can't deny
To myself how I've lied how I've tried how I've cried
Naw.

I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry
I'm done asking why
I don't wanna cry
I know that i tried
I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry
Spent way too much time
I don't wanna cry
Taken over my life

My team said everything happens for a reason
Complaining bout the weather never changed the season
The fact he ain't your baby daddy is a blessing
But that never made the pain lesson
The fact is I can be the toughest softest strongest woman anyone will know
But if I can't produce life Im nothing Im useless
Like a tooth fairy toothless
Like I got lashes but Im glueless
I guess I just gotta push through this
You said to me what's the point
And I thought you were on point
I mean I'm a girl what Im on this earth for
Said you were the calm before the storm
But you were the storm with no warning
Every day it felt like you were cornering
Man this shit aint worth your faux ring
You a user an abuser you don't think twice
You a loser and accuser you a victim right
I pushed through to see the view I made that sacrifice
Through the abuse and all the use I came out thrice as wise
Fine as wine you wined and dined without your wife
I guess that's why she gets the title of a side
You made a fool of my home and you left me alone
Going crazy and shaking its like my mouth bout to foam
I swear to allah almost ended it all
As it turns out I did not have the gall
To give you the power to then watch me fall
Put me in a box Im outside your walls

I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
It's not me
Its my womb
It's not me
But I still feel like a fool
It's not me
Its my womb
It's not me
But I still feel like a fool
I don't wanna cry anymore
Feel like I'm in a state of war
I don't wanna cry anymore
You think I'm a murderer



A blessing unseen untouched unheard
Given to me to grow and cultivate
Unbeknownst to me
Forever was never having time flashing an early expiry date
Me a vessel to transport you from a dream
A wish come true to a deathly woke
Of me as the punchline
Quiet in the early morning dew
No jury no trial
Cause theres no weapon to tell
But a mountain of my own convictions
To these beatless hearts
With whom I loved with all my mind heart soul
And physical shell

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from Tea Time, released August 7, 2020
Mixed and Mastered by Lokei Beats

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